Please Hang on Just a Little Longer

I understand how hard it is to battle, but just hang on a little longer. Your “someone” is appropriate around the corner.

I spent my well being believing which i wouldn't allow it to be. I continuously thought that my entire life would end by suicide. After more than 15 suicide attempts, I questioned why God kept me alive despite being near death several times. I felt so much anger at him for having me endure a lot pain in the first place after which bringing me more pain by continuing to keep me alive when I desired to die. Irrrve never understood why but now I do and I am thankful for life and for you.

Suicide is really a permanent solution to a brief problem. I had been so angry when people said this in my experience, but now I understand it. Yes, the problems we face never feel temporary but I promise you that they are. Nothing lasts forever-not happiness and particularly not pain. You have survived again and again and you will continue to survive. You are extremely able to overcoming. I see your strength and all sorts of work you devote everyday. I'm so happy with what lengths you have come. Keep going because eventually it'll be worth it. Baby steps will take us to the destination. Do not give up now or ever!

Now that I can look back and see why I'm still here, I can promise you that one day you will be able to too. I never thought I would see this day, however I'm here to tell you this day is originating for you personally too. For now, I can believe for the the two of us. Hold on just a little longer, because you count fighting for!